Sunday, 21 March 2010

Childlike and All


These past few weeks that have gone by,
it feels as though someone different at heart.
A child again it seems but why?
I thought with childhood I had already part.

I remember I used to ride a bicycle of course,
but it wasn't just anywhere you know,
it was in the backyard and even worse,
I crashed walls and killed plants in one go.

I would hate homework so instead I would play,
play games and all with family or friends.
If we could play and everyone could stay,
well... doing homework at all... it depends.

Card games, computer games, sports games,
and an endless number of games that I can't remember.
Games worth remembering have memorable names.
If you want to play then you are already a member.

I thought I had lost it and in my mind,
I was thinking what was I doing?
My duties and responsibilities that I've left behind,
am I forgetting something, should I be reviewing?

Then joy and warmth would come to play,
and everything that was a worry or fuss,
any trouble or anxiety at heart would go away.
And laughing and smiling would be a must.

When your mind is not so set on endless tasks,
it's when you forget about yourself in it all.
You can open yourself up and take off all those masks,
the masks that cover our faces and are like a heart's wall.

Just forgetting about ourselves is one step,
to remembering what (and Who) matters most.
It seems easier to be happy and simply forget,
and God is more likely to walk with us along the coast.

When it rains He still walks with us,
and He will walk with us along the coast of life.
For He remembers we are only dust,
but His plan for us is greater and so we must strife.

If I were a child again I would play under the rain,
and I would hold hands and cross the way.
All it takes is for one to forget again,
to have faith as a child and learn to play.

Monday, 15 March 2010

I Surrender All



To surrender all that I have,
to give freely without return.
Through life's lessons I shall learn,
all things that I give in this world,
all disappear but only His word is forever.

When unexpected things happen,
we seem to try to adapt to these changes.
Time, place, event and people-it all ranges.
But I know one thing is for sure,
eventually people grow tired and weary.

At first their love burns with fire.
Love with great compassion and care,
and its warmth and light would fill the air.
Though one may feel cold or lonely,
they would find that light glowing dimly.

It a light of hope and reassurance,
that He had already fulfilled His promise.
Because life is passing as a mist.
Whatever pain or sorrow we must endure,
it is only for this little while.

Yet people will grow tired and weary,
and they might forget and sigh.
And they might ask the Lord, "Why"?
They fight to have their own way;
they desire the life that they once knew.

Adapting and adjusting to this new life,
it is more than just living a day's routine,
it living a story you have never seen.
He asked you if you believed in Him.
And your answer to Him was, "Yes".

And so He gives us the things in our life.
Whether we may like or not,
He carefully molds us as an earthen clay pot.
Stubborn, selfish, we want our way,
we want our lives, our pot to be what we like.

As time goes on we may dislike it,
this life and the happenings all around us.
It seems harder and harder to adjust.
Eventually we give in and return,
and our Maker would ask, "What did you learn?"

I am stubborn and selfish, proud and what not.
I am ugly within and I do not know anything.
I think myself something when I am nothing.
Only You know what is best for me.
I just need to learn to surrender all to You.

Whatever You give me is a blessing.
Whether it may be joy or sufferings,
I need to learn embrace not just the good tidings.
You know what is best for me,
that is something more beautiful than what I can see.

Sometimes when I look to the stars,
I know in the moment that You are there,
and I know that You always care.
Each day You give me is Your grace,
I only hope to give to others much more today.
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My uncle.. I know he is in there, fighting his mind to break free, yet his body does not listen. He seems to struggle but I know he is always fighting and he wants to tell us something but nothing comes out. All that matters is that he still here with us, and whatever God has given us, we must accept it. Our all, we must surrender, and so we must wait and pray until something happens..

Friday, 12 March 2010

One Thing I Ask

Psalm 27
The LORD is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid?
When evil men advance against me
to devour my flesh,
when my enemies and my foes attack me,
they will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me,
my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
even then will I be confident.

One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.
For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.

Then my head will be exalted
above the enemies who surround me;
at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make music to the LORD.

Hear my voice when I call, O LORD;
be merciful to me and answer me.
My heart says of you, "Seek his face!"

Your face, LORD, I will seek.
Do not hide your face from me,

do not turn your servant away in anger;
you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
O God my Savior.
Though my father and mother forsake me,

the LORD will receive me.

Teach me your way, O LORD;
lead me in a straight path
because of my oppressors.
Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,
for false witnesses rise up against me,
breathing out violence.
I am still confident of this:

I will see the goodness of the LORD
in the land of the living.

Wait for the LORD;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the LORD.

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

He Asked Me

He asked me,
"Why are you so fearful?
How is it that you have no faith?"

This is the storm I am in now,
and I am scared and I cry out to God:
"Do You not care?"
And so He asked me that question.
I cannot hold on to the security of this world,
only hold on to faith.
Everything has almost failed now but only faith endures.

In quietness and confidence He gives me strength.
When we return to Him He will take care of us.
And somehow I am relieved but then,
I wonder what will happen tomorrow.

He says to let each day's worry be sufficient for the day.
He says He will give us peace.
And I realised that everyone that has passed by us has said the same.

To endure loss..to have a willingness to suffer..am I ready to suffer for Him?
If this is the storm He has sent me then He will also give me strength and grace, I just have to believe.

Monday, 1 March 2010

Time for Today Not Tomorrow




It feels as if time is against us,
but then, time is of the essence.
There is a time for everything.
It's just, in this season of waiting,
time can seem so hard to hold on to.
If you let go of it, it disappears,
and if you hold on to it, it takes you to unfamiliar places.

When I look at my guinea pigs,
their box with four walls seems like their world.
Take them out of the box,
and they're lost in a place we call our world.
And if they can't see me,
they think I am not there so I wonder, why can't I see God?

Though I live from day to day,
even if I don't know whether I'll wake up tomorrow,
I need to remember what Jesus said.
I don't understand the things that may come,
but all I need to know is who holds my hand.
He knows about tomorrow, and everything in our world.



I feel as if I cannot hear Him anymore, as if I cannot see Him and yet I know He is calling..
I know the world tells me there's no time, you can't do it, give up, stress out, run away..
and yet I am still here waiting and waiting..
a time for today and not for tomorrow.

"d" words

Choosing words wisely seems worthwhile.
It would save the world a whole lot of time.
It would bring peace in many broken relationships.
It would heal broken hearts and wounded souls.
If we could think as we speak,
speak the words that we think,
then think about what we spoke,
words would probably mean somewhat more than they are.

daydreaming
despressed
desperate
determined
delicate
delusional
desire
different
diligent
directional
disappointed
discouraged
disgusted
distracted
distressed
disturbed
doodling
doubtful
drowning
dull
dying
If I were to describe oneself with words,
I ought to choose more wisely.
The words I choose to think or say or write make my life a story,
and I choose to live that story.
 

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